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~Do You Really Love Me...?~ RuroKen Yaoi Fanfic Saitou x Sano :]
Here's a little something I just threw together in like... 30 minutes or so. I like how it came out though. : ] Its pretty kawaii! Enjoy!
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Rurouni Kenshin
-Do you really love me…?-
Saitou x Sano
“Oi, ‘Jime…?”
“Mm…?”
“I love you…”
“Mm…”
“……….AND?”
“Mm-hm….”
“… ‘Jime…”
Silence…
“’Jime~ee…”
And yet, more silence…
“SAITOU!!”
That caught his attention. Stupid wolf.
“Huh?”
I shook my head and looked back down at my feet, slightly kicking my heels against his desk that I sat on.
“What is it, Sanosuke…?” Saitou asked, finally looking up from his fucking reports. I just shrugged. “Oh, nothin’…” I sounded a bit like a smart-ass brat when I replied, but I think he deserved it for ignorin’ me.
“…Don’t start with me today…”
“I haven’t started shit with you today!! And that’s the problem!!” I yelled trying to prove a point to hi that I WANTED to start something… And not just a fist fight either…
He didn’t seem to react in any way. Asshole.
We both stayed silent momentarily. I finally got up the courage to speak again. “Ya know, you could at least try to show some affection…”
“I am a bit tied up at the moment, Sanosuke… Can’t this wait?”
“No!!! I don’t want it to wait!! I don’t want to have to wait for you to actually start loving me!! I want to be able to enjoy this relationship while it still lasts, Saitou!! I want you to open up a little more to me!! I want to hear you say that you love me! I want you to want to be with me- to need me!! I JUST WANT YOU TO FUCKIN’ LOVE ME, DAMNIT!!!!”
I finally blew my top with him. He was always keeping to his damn self! He never really wants to talk to me- to tell me if there’s something bothering him! I just wish… that for once… he would actually say it to me…
Hajime… Please… Babe, I love you…!!! God, I fuckin’ love you with every damn fiber of my heart and soul!! I want to be with you for the rest of my damned life!!!!! But you have to want to do the same thing! You have to feel the same way that I do!!
Silence again… Damnit, did I screw up? I probably pissed him off to the point where he wants to hit me right about now… I can already feel the sting of his fist meeting with my face. That doesn’t feel to great… Ouch…
I flinched when I saw his shadow move and heard his footsteps as he closed in on me…
I’m a DEAD man…
But what I felt… wasn’t a sting from a painful punch in the face. I didn’t hear yelling or the sound of the door creaking open as if he were leaving me…
No… none of that. What I heard and felt… was far different from that. Something that I could enjoy…
I felt Saitou’s arms wrap around my waist. I could feel his breath against my neck as he buried his face there. And I could almost feel his heart sink… It was a really depressing feeling. Fuuuuuuck, I feel AWFUL now…
“I’m sorry, Sanosuke…” he whispered against my neck.
I froze right there, my eyes widened in surprise of what I had just heard. Saitou had… actually apologized to me…! That’s a first…
His grip around my waist seemed to tighten a bit more. “I… shouldn’t have ignored you all of these times…”
“…’Jime…” I murmured. Feeling a bit guilty, I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders and hugged him tightly.
“It’s okay…”
The room fell silent again. I almost enjoyed it though. I mean, I was here with my lover having a very… er… what’s the word… intimate? I suppose that’s the word… A very intimate moment with my lover… And it felt nice.
“I love you, Sanosuke…”
I wanted to CRY…
“I… I love you, too, Hajime…”
I heard him chuckle a bit. “Really…? Even after I’ve been such an ass towards you?”
“Even if you’ve been a complete and total stuck-up son of a bitch with your own katana shoved up your pretty ass. I still love you.”
“…That was a bit harsh… And slightly forward…”
“Yeah, well, I’m a forward guy.” I replied grinning from ear to ear.
“Hn, be careful with that little forwardness of yours. It could get you into trouble.” he purred against my neck. I shivered slightly and laughed. “Really…? Well, as long as it’s the sort of trouble that involves you, I think it’s alright…”
We both laughed for a moment or so, then the silence attacked again.
…
“I love you so much… my Ahou…” he whispered. He raised his face from my neck and leaned forward against me, placing his lips over mine and kissing me passionately. I smiled into the kiss and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss.
“Do you really love me…?”
“With every little piece of that chunk of ice that sits in my chest, Sanosuke…”
“Awwww, that’s sweet. I feel so loved.”
“Good… Let’s leave at that, then, hm?”
“Yeah… let’s…”
Forever and always… I will love you, my Wolf of Mibu…
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Rurouni Kenshin
-Do you really love me…?-
Saitou x Sano
“Oi, ‘Jime…?”
“Mm…?”
“I love you…”
“Mm…”
“……….AND?”
“Mm-hm….”
“… ‘Jime…”
Silence…
“’Jime~ee…”
And yet, more silence…
“SAITOU!!”
That caught his attention. Stupid wolf.
“Huh?”
I shook my head and looked back down at my feet, slightly kicking my heels against his desk that I sat on.
“What is it, Sanosuke…?” Saitou asked, finally looking up from his fucking reports. I just shrugged. “Oh, nothin’…” I sounded a bit like a smart-ass brat when I replied, but I think he deserved it for ignorin’ me.
“…Don’t start with me today…”
“I haven’t started shit with you today!! And that’s the problem!!” I yelled trying to prove a point to hi that I WANTED to start something… And not just a fist fight either…
He didn’t seem to react in any way. Asshole.
We both stayed silent momentarily. I finally got up the courage to speak again. “Ya know, you could at least try to show some affection…”
“I am a bit tied up at the moment, Sanosuke… Can’t this wait?”
“No!!! I don’t want it to wait!! I don’t want to have to wait for you to actually start loving me!! I want to be able to enjoy this relationship while it still lasts, Saitou!! I want you to open up a little more to me!! I want to hear you say that you love me! I want you to want to be with me- to need me!! I JUST WANT YOU TO FUCKIN’ LOVE ME, DAMNIT!!!!”
I finally blew my top with him. He was always keeping to his damn self! He never really wants to talk to me- to tell me if there’s something bothering him! I just wish… that for once… he would actually say it to me…
Hajime… Please… Babe, I love you…!!! God, I fuckin’ love you with every damn fiber of my heart and soul!! I want to be with you for the rest of my damned life!!!!! But you have to want to do the same thing! You have to feel the same way that I do!!
Silence again… Damnit, did I screw up? I probably pissed him off to the point where he wants to hit me right about now… I can already feel the sting of his fist meeting with my face. That doesn’t feel to great… Ouch…
I flinched when I saw his shadow move and heard his footsteps as he closed in on me…
I’m a DEAD man…
But what I felt… wasn’t a sting from a painful punch in the face. I didn’t hear yelling or the sound of the door creaking open as if he were leaving me…
No… none of that. What I heard and felt… was far different from that. Something that I could enjoy…
I felt Saitou’s arms wrap around my waist. I could feel his breath against my neck as he buried his face there. And I could almost feel his heart sink… It was a really depressing feeling. Fuuuuuuck, I feel AWFUL now…
“I’m sorry, Sanosuke…” he whispered against my neck.
I froze right there, my eyes widened in surprise of what I had just heard. Saitou had… actually apologized to me…! That’s a first…
His grip around my waist seemed to tighten a bit more. “I… shouldn’t have ignored you all of these times…”
“…’Jime…” I murmured. Feeling a bit guilty, I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders and hugged him tightly.
“It’s okay…”
The room fell silent again. I almost enjoyed it though. I mean, I was here with my lover having a very… er… what’s the word… intimate? I suppose that’s the word… A very intimate moment with my lover… And it felt nice.
“I love you, Sanosuke…”
I wanted to CRY…
“I… I love you, too, Hajime…”
I heard him chuckle a bit. “Really…? Even after I’ve been such an ass towards you?”
“Even if you’ve been a complete and total stuck-up son of a bitch with your own katana shoved up your pretty ass. I still love you.”
“…That was a bit harsh… And slightly forward…”
“Yeah, well, I’m a forward guy.” I replied grinning from ear to ear.
“Hn, be careful with that little forwardness of yours. It could get you into trouble.” he purred against my neck. I shivered slightly and laughed. “Really…? Well, as long as it’s the sort of trouble that involves you, I think it’s alright…”
We both laughed for a moment or so, then the silence attacked again.
…
“I love you so much… my Ahou…” he whispered. He raised his face from my neck and leaned forward against me, placing his lips over mine and kissing me passionately. I smiled into the kiss and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss.
“Do you really love me…?”
“With every little piece of that chunk of ice that sits in my chest, Sanosuke…”
“Awwww, that’s sweet. I feel so loved.”
“Good… Let’s leave at that, then, hm?”
“Yeah… let’s…”
Forever and always… I will love you, my Wolf of Mibu…
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